Re-arranging her room

The husband asked why I feel the need to always move furniture around. I've touched on this before in other posts, so you can see it is a common conversation in our house.

In the past I would rearrange a room when I was bored and felt like change. Although that is still a motivation to move things around but now its more complicated than that. Now, rearranging my house has more to do with control.

Since having the bub I have become aware of the weight of responsibility. Yes I had responsibilities before her, but not like this. Although I thoroughly enjoy being her Mama and we have a lot of fun together, I would be lying if I said I didn't have anxious moments.

I can't control when she gets sick. I can't control her life choices. I cant control how she will navigate her way through the tough times. (Yes Im worrying way too much about the future) BUT

I can control what my house looks like.

Sounds ridiculous. But its true. Its just a little creative outlet for me in a time of little control & a bit more time at home then Im used to.